I am so happy that I’ve loved you. I’m so happy to be able to say that the first time I fell in love was with you. I am. It’s a blessing and we have moments and memories I’ll cherish with me forever.
But want to know what is so cool? We’ve both gone through such life changing events this year. Therefore bringing in the opportunity to let new love in. We are changed people. In so many ways. We have new goals and desires and standards. And that’s an opportunity for us to love other people and have them love us back. As hard as that is to grasp, or as sad as it may be it’s still beautiful.
We will always be connected. You’ll always be my first love. Obviously. I can’t change that and I would never, even if I wanted to. It was great. And it will always be ours. You knew the old Emily and I knew the old Brandon. That will always be what my mind goes back to. I’ll have those days when I look back and smile because we were fun. Those memories will stick with me, because those cannot be replaced. I pray for your safety every single day, and I’m sure I always will. I’m proud. Good luck. Take this life by storm.